You know, when we were little, you couldn’t have been more than five, you’d just started asking questions. How come we didn’t have a mom; Why do we always have to move around; Where’d Dad go.. when he’d take off for days at a time. I remember I begged you, quit askin’ Sammy. Man, you don’t wanna know. I just wanted you to be a kid. Just for a little while longer. I always tried to protect you, keep you safe. Dad didn’t even have to tell me. This was always my responsibility, you know. It’s like, I had one job. I had one job. And I screwed it up. I blew it. And for that I’m sorry. I guess, that’s what I do. I let down the people I love. I let Dad down, and now I guess I’m supposed to let you down too. How can I? Am I supposed to live with that? What am I supposed to do? Sammy… God.. What am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to do
— (via jmoosalecki)
"you know you want it, Sam"
# oh my god this scene # this scene might be the worst scene # they literally hold him down # and /force/ him to drink the blood # it’s so sexual # and the look on sam’s face? # he is fucking terrified
I remember watching this scene and getting extremely uncomfortable because it heavily implies rape.
"you know you want it Sam"
"was it really so bad"
the use of their actions as dominance and punishment, of thinking Sam as a tool rather than a person.
them holding Sam down and literally forcing blood down his throat, only for him to spit it back into their face
SPN has always had some pretty dark sexual themes (possession being the most obvious to come to mind), but there is something about this scene that makes it so much more disturbing
I don’t know whether it was the way it was shot, the dialogue that was used, the context surrounding it, or just everything in combination.
I’m not sure whether this was done on purpose or not, though imo it feels far too deliberate for it to have been completely accidental. But I feel like it ties with general theme of consent that was going on in season 5, especially with Sam.
of course you should be afraid of the dark. you know what’s out there.
How to be cute and sexy at the same time, a guide by Jared Padalecki.
#Dean would be the one who wants to take it nice and slow… Let the pleasure cascade over you until you break. #Tease Sam with his fingers and tongue until Sam is begging and panting and gripping the sheets so tight his knuckles are completely white. #Dean doesn’t get to have control often but when he does he makes it last hours. #By the end of it Sam would be so sensitive that even a gentle caress would make him whimper and hug Dean closer. #Because no matter how much pain or pleasure he might go through the one thing he wants most is his brother. Any way he can have him. #And when Sam is in control there’s lots of hair pulling and ripped clothes.#Dean’s shoved up against the closest surface and Dean would be lying if he didn’t enjoy how strong his baby brother has gotten. #Loves that he’s so eager to please and just wants everything as fast as possible. #It calms Dean. Knowing this is where Sammy wants to be… That he’s safe. #And to hell with anyone who thinks it’s wrong because when you’ve given up as much as them. #You’re allowed to indulge and be selfish with the one person who’s your entire world. #Wow sorry I didn’t mean to write that many tags oops
“this is real. […] believe in that. believe me.”
"Oh, take me back to the start"